I wasn't nervous when I went for the "interview." I say "interview" because it was essentially me going in, and him telling me about the job and the details, and asking if I was interested. I sort of wanted to say "I'm here, aren't I?" but I didn't, because that would be unprofessional.
I knew I was getting the job. There was no getting around it. It was MINE.
I'm so bloody nervous and hesitant to go in for my first day. This has been a dream of mine for so long that I'm fighting with my expectations, just to maintain some semblance of sanity. I've had so much stuff to do this morning, and haven't been very productive at any of it because I'm all jittery. I don't think it would have been so bad if I had started this morning instead of in the afternoon. Argh.
Time to make the plunge. Time to take the next step on my career path. I can say that now. Career path. This is all so bloody scary.
It's one of those situations where you want something so bad, for so long... and when you get it, you don't know what to do with it. You're afraid to touch it for fear of messing it up.
*dry laugh* I just noticed that Winamp has chosen Once In A Lifetime by Dragonforce. Nice.
Once more, into the breech.
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